星期五, 4月 12, 2024

Joe’s NDE- Jesus showed him his future

Joe prefers to remain anonymous. He was raised by his dad after his mother died giving birth to him. His dad was a great parent and worked hard to provide for his family. He stayed at his grandparents’ house quite often while his dad was at work. His grandmother insisted to bring him to church with her twice a week. Nevertheless, he was not fully sold on the idea that the Bible was true.

Fast forward 24 years and he was living in California and trying to become an actor while serving tables and doing odd jobs to scrape by. One fateful night came by at the restaurant he worked and his life was changed forever. One particularly rowdy group of people came in and began disturbing the other diners with profanity. His manager and him approached them and asked them to leave. Finally, his manager said he was going to call the police. Hearing that they left but not before throwing a few more threats to them.

After closing, Joe walked to where his car was parked and had the strangest feeling as if someone was watching him. Just as he was about to get into his car, something hit him in the head. He then found out it was a bat and the person who swung it was the loudest of the bunch that had been asked to leave.

Joe may have went unconscious for a few seconds. He’s really not sure .When he looked up from the ground, he could see the guy swinging the bat again. He curled into the fetal position and began to scream for help as the guy swung time and time again until he lost consciousness completely. The next thing He knew was he was standing in a huge room that was entirely white. He saw no doors, no windows & no real definition of walls or ceiling. Assuming he was dead, he called out hello. There was no reply and he waited for what seemed like a really long time.

Finally, he remembered what his grandmother always told him that if he ever finds himself in a situation he can't get out of, just pray to Jesus and He will save him. That's exactly what he did. He dropped to his knees, closed his eyes and began to pray. He didn't even know how long he prayed. After some time, he heard a gentle voice tell him to stand up. He opened his eyes and there stood Jesus right in front of him. Jesus had dark hair and looked of Middle Eastern heritage. He was wearing a simple white robe that had a simple brown belt tied at the waist. He had so many questions to ask Him but the first one that came to mind was, “Is this Heaven?”

“No”, Jesus replied with a smile that could light up the universe. Joe realized His lips did not move. He just heard His words inside his head. “You are only here temporarily.” Jesus further told him that someone wanted to meet him. In the blink of an eye, there was a woman standing next to Jesus. Joe thought he should know her. Then, it hit him that she was his mother! Joe had been shown her picture countless times by his father.

Joe felt an abundance of Love radiating from Jesus in her and he felt like he was home. “Mom!” he exclaimed. She stepped forward and embraced me with a hug that was almost electric. Instead of getting a shock, love flowed through his body from hers. She finally spoke telepathically. He heard the words inside his head. She told him to stop blaming himself for her death. She was happy and they would be together for eternity soon. Joe would soon be leaving as his life on Earth was not finished.

Joe looked to Jesus and asked Him to let him stay as he didn’t want to go back. Jesus told him that just as a river must run its course until it reaches the ocean, his course was also predetermined. Joe had to complete it. Then, He smiled again and told him that there was something important he had to do during this life. Jesus promise him that it would make the pains of living on Earth worth it. Then, Jesus reached out His hand and touched his head. Joe began getting so many images in his head. It was almost like watching a movie of his own future. Joe asked Jesus, “Is that my future?” Jesus replied, “That is one possible future of yours. You still have free will and there will be several times when you have a choice to alter the path.” The one he had seen was the most likely based on his choices so far.

Will I remember that if I go back?” Joe asked. Jesus answered, “You may find times when you feel as if you know what is going to happen next but you won't remember the details.” Joe felt like an obligation whether that be to himself, his dad or possibly someone else he didn't know. Somehow Joe felt the need to return. His mother again hugged him with an electrifying love and told him that they would meet again soon. Then, she vanished. Jesus also gave him a hug that wrapped him in pure love and told Joe that He loved him.

Then, Joe awoke in the hospital room. His manager from the restaurant was there with him as he had heard his screams for help and rushed to his defense. In the process, he too had been hit in his shoulder before wrestling it away from his attacker who ran away. The doctor came in and told Joe that he had suffered a concussion and several broken ribs and would be staying overnight for observation. If all went well, he would be released the next day.

After Joe recovered and got out of the hospital, he still had a ringing in his ears that he had not complained about for fear of the doctor making him stay in the hospital longer. It continued for several weeks. So, he dropped to his knees again and prayed. When he woke the next morning, the ringing was gone.

Joe has no idea what his future holds but he knows something about it persuaded him to come back here. He had not used to believe in the Bible but he does now. He knows Jesus Christ is real and that there is a God. He is still longing to return to the other side. No matter what, Joe hopes his experience would bring some comfort to his listeners.

Source:Joe’s NDE- Jesus showed him his future

星期五, 4月 02, 2021

洪漢義(Teddy哥)見證

洪漢義1946[1]﹝有說1948[2]年出生於潮州一個國民黨軍閥家庭,11歲開始隨全家人遷至香港。「吃盡苦頭」是他對兒時回憶的總結,他常被別人欺負,導致他相信拳頭才能帶來安全,在求學時常以捍衛正義的名義處處與人打架,結果被學校勸退輟學回家。

因為父親是黑道14K的教父,洪漢義後來也加入14K,並進身為亞洲最大黑幫14K老大40年,在販毒、賭場叱咤風雲,13年牢獄仍是好漢,他擁有數不清的錢,卻治不好自己的抑鬱症,痛苦不堪。感謝主!最終因為 父神的大愛和一群福音使者的努力下,他被帶領信主。

洪漢義有9個兄弟,7個姊妹。當洪漢義加入黑社會後,他父親對他說他要有義氣,若他因為義氣而死了,爸爸頂多難過3年。但是如果他敗壞了家族名聲,爸爸會傷心一世。因此,洪漢義一生講求義氣,信主後,上帝使用他的義氣個性去拯救不少活在黑暗中的靈魂。

1980年,由於「金三角」毒品發源地開始受到各方嚴重打擊,洪漢義的毒品生意受到影響,遂決定停止販毒。不料,自認手眼通天的洪漢義在此四年後被英國駐港警方高層「設局」逮捕,並開始長達13年的服刑生涯。 服刑期滿,洪漢義又盯准娛樂業,於2000[3]在香港開了亞洲最大的夜總會「348」的士高(Disco)

洪漢義共有4個老婆12個女朋友,每月開支百萬,他為了負責要養活她們和自己的門生(細佬),所以每月花費很大!在他幾十年的黑道生涯中,只要有門生﹝細佬﹞在他面前提起耶穌就會被罵以至被打,他會說:「你在黑社會做了這麼多壞事,還想去天堂嗎?

事實上,在漢義的內心深處卻是一種因恐懼而有的迷思「像我這樣壞事做盡的人,怎麼可能信耶穌!這個良心的譴責,使他患上很嚴重的抑鬱症,但是他仗着有錢,不惜重金去最好的醫院,請最好的醫生為自己治病;不過,隨著日子過去,症狀卻越來越嚴重,洪漢義回憶說:「我擁有數不清的錢,卻治不好自己的抑鬱症,我真是痛苦不堪;失眠是最令我害怕以至絕望的事情,我雖然天不怕地不怕,但最怕睡不着覺!」

因著神的憐恤及慈愛,約自2001年開始,城市宣教學大師柏祺博士、禧福協會會長劉達芳博士、莫樹堅牧師等不厭其煩地向洪漢義傳福音,雖然過程曲折,但他最終信主,並經歷上帝讓他看到天堂與地獄的景象,使他決意放下一切不法的經營,改而投身引領黑道中人信耶穌的事工2008年,為了全心服侍神,自幼害怕讀書的洪漢義走進校園,在香港浸信會神學院開始讀神學,並於2014年順利畢業。

信主後的洪漢義進修神學並與莫樹堅牧師合作創立「得勝教會」,並在各地開設得勝教會電療連鎖與企業,藉此幫助黑道份子接觸福音,讓無數黑道人物歸信主耶穌。洪漢義亦出版自傳《社團大佬的愛與罪》講述人生歷程和信主前後的心靈世界。201411月,得勝教會首次走出香港,在台北桃園市成立分會,為要帶領台灣的江湖人士轉向耶穌。

洪漢義曾語重心長地對一班兄弟說:「生病的人需要醫生,黑暗中人需要光明,正是因為我們落在黑暗中,只有上帝才能拯救我們。Teddy哥於2018616日因癌病離世,他寄居世上71年後便安息主懷。正如他生前曾多次在台上分享說的「我們都要努力回到天家,那才是我們真正的家。

資料來源
[1]他是香港「杜月笙,洪漢義今成信徒
[2]香港黑幫大佬洪漢義安息主懷 義氣情重救靈  2018.06.19
[3]懷念洪漢義
[5]洪漢義 | 黑道大哥信耶穌/遊走地獄與天堂 (
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[6]洪漢義先:這個字架 (影片)
[7]播道會得勝堂
[8]江湖啟示錄 - 洪漢義(國語)

星期五, 3月 26, 2021

陳君敬 Joseph 見證

他是大馬年青傳道人,從小遭受校園欺凌,導致他加入黑社會以牙還牙。一次逃避追殺的經歷,使他寧願返教會看門,也不再在世界打轉。今天他以創意佈道接觸年輕人,以生命祝福生命;他曾拍微電影「夏日裡的思念」及“Love is Beautiful

6歲時爸爸便不幸離世,媽媽便一力承擔了養育子女的責任,在一餐館當經理,君敬有3位姊姊及1立兄長,因為失去了爸爸,君敬在幼稚園開始便給同學欺負,甚至被打。他中學時被同學欺負的情況更加嚴重,又被人無理攪擾和打罵!他的哥哥當時是黑社會份子,他於是找哥哥出頭,他的同學便不再欺負他,誰知他的哥哥在他升讀中二時信了耶穌,再不跟別人吵鬧,於是他也失了保護,同學又再欺負他,在無計可思下,他轉投黑社會,並求神拜鬼,藉以增加自己的能力來對付欺負他的人。

有一次君敬被5個人圍毆,他那時十分氣憤,他所拜的鬼仔即時上他的身,他雖然矮小,但藉著這鬼仔的能力,竟然把那5個人打到倒地求饒!他亦因此聲名大噪,甚至被推舉成為黑幫大佬,到他15歲時已稱霸校園,又花天酒地,吸毒及販毒等!他更開始當刀手去斬人,又被仇家追殺,在害怕情況下,他記起哥哥提及有難時可求耶穌拯救,於是他便呼求耶穌救他,果然那一次他竟很奇妙地逃過大難!

他於是便去教會尋找耶穌,2005年開始跟哥哥返教會,當牧師呼籲信眾要悔改,他便走到臺前,要接受耶穌,他同時竟聽到耶穌向他說:「君敬,我愛你!」他受到很大的感動,大哭一場。後來他在教會的一次聚會中,聽到牧師呼籲信眾獻身出來做傳道,是專向青少年傳福音的職事,當時他很有感動,又想起聖經[後12:9]說的「我的恩典是夠你用的,因為我的大能在軟弱中得以完全。」,雖然他當時連中學畢業的學歷也沒有,但卻因著聖經的話鼓起勇氣進入神學院受造就,結果在試讀一年後被接納,前後花了4年的時間讀完,並於2019年加入母會士拉央基督教衛理公

今天耶穌已成為他一家人之主,他母親及兄姊都信了耶穌,君敬亦是一個新造的人,上帝的那一句「我愛你」,深深的刻入他的內心,亦成為他面對人生及挑戰的動力!

來源:【生命故事】陳君敬《賤精速逃》星火飛騰 526


星期四, 3月 18, 2021

梁玉霞見證

梁玉霞(Dionne)本來是個文員,家中長女,2004年,她的媽媽及妹妹於當年1017日去了台灣九份旅遊,上旅遊車前已聞到司機一身酒味,本不想上車,但被領隊催促下終於上了車,誰知不久便發生了車禍,結果媽媽身亡!

玉霞在接到媽媽的遇難的訊後,她立即動身,在同日黃昏便到了台灣探望媽媽和妹妹,她和其他相關家屬下機後便被送去醫院,她在停屍間看到媽媽冰冷的身體,令她十分難受,她有點難以至信,因在事發2天前她還和媽媽在香港飲茶!令她氣憤難平的更是那位導遊不肯道歉!後來她找到一位基督徒律師,為她們爭取公義。

不幸地,以上的事情使梁玉霞情緒不安,又導致她跟丈夫不和,加上她受孕失敗,使她感到很沮喪!曾經想過自殺,事實上,於2007年某晚凌晨,她待丈夫入睡後獨自走出客廳,寫下遺書並走近窗邊打算輕生;幸好當時她聽到丈夫從後叫她「老婆」,將她從鬼門關前叫停!這一叫使她感到好震撼!她便停下來,並明白丈夫是關心她的。她又想起小時候聽過的講道,當中傳道書有一句是「生有時,死有時」,令她明白一切困難或許是上帝的安排,她應好好去尋找生命的意義,這句聖經話語讓她尋著活下去的盼望

數天後,她丈夫帶同玉霞參加教會的夫婦團契,他盼為他倆尋覓出路及讓太太釋懷;其後他們獲牧師邀請參加「夫妻營會」,學習夫妻相處之道,他們了解到要謙卑地跟配偶相處,兩人都放下執著向對方道歉,重新經營婚姻,當中亦要作一些改變,結果他倆的關係變得更親密,並能彼此相愛。

玉霞決定重新出發,由裝修公司文員改讀輔導學位,畢業後成為「CBN關懷熱線」的輔導員,其中一宗個案更令她印象深刻;就是一位來電求助者說他正站在露台打算自殺,她遂表明自己為對方的處境感到擔心,並以提問拖延對方自殺的時間,讓他慢慢從波動的情緒回復理性,結果在2030分鐘後,求助者慢慢行返回客廳,又跟玉霞一齊禱告,便平靜下來,打消自殺念頭。

近年玉霞更開設輔導中心,成為個人、婚姻及家庭治療師,在疫情中陪伴港人走過低谷,疏導他們灰暗的情緒,她認定上帝把她從逆境中救回來,又給她受造就及服侍的機會,讓她的經歷與得著成為開啟人心靈的鑰匙,成為求助者的同行者,她感到很開心,也很感恩!

來源:
梁玉霞《來電心事》星火飛騰 521
晴報逆境自強
母離世、夫妻失和、不育三重打擊 絕望婦輕生一刻被一句「老婆」喚醒

星期日, 3月 14, 2021

鄺家輝靠主戒賭見證

鄺家輝年少時學業成積不錯,他考升中試時考得全港第8名!他的爸爸在銀行做出納,主要做管數,可惜有一次一所找換店東主向銀行借錢後走佬﹝跑掉﹞,結果累及他爸爸要負責向銀行還款40多萬,還失掉了工作,他爸爸唯有賣樓還款及向親友借貸,鄺家於是陷入困境!當時家輝是14歲,他開始思考如何賺錢來幫爸爸手,於是他便開始與同學打麻雀來贏錢,又開始賭馬!誰知他的運氣不錯,時不時都贏到一些甜頭,就是這樣,他成了病態賭徒!

後來他未能在香港升讀大學,父母便送他去了加拿大讀書,直到1987年畢業後回港,並成功考進入境處工作,薪金十分穏定,而且也不錯!很可惜,他的賭性未改,更開過海去澳門賭錢,結果導致一身賭債!還要父母為他還錢。

1990年經同事認識了現在的太太,拍拖不久,便向女朋友借錢,但仍能有借有還,在1993年便跟女朋友結婚;家輝繼續瞞住太太私下去賭錢,結果在1997年便欠下2百萬元巨債!當時太太和兒子先移民至加拿大,留下家輝在香港工作賺錢,直到家輝向外父及表哥等借錢,她太太才知道家輝欠下巨債!

後來太太與身子回港來支持家輝,幫助他戒賭,便帶他去工業福音戒賭團契﹝工福﹞;家輝起初是勉強應酬太太而去,直到有一天他被大耳窿﹝即放高利貸者﹞約他見面以逼他還錢,在無計可施下向太太求助,太太當時請了一些教友為他禱告,結果約見當天特然天氣轉差,大耳窿唯有以電話跟家輝協商一還款協議,結果家輝得了喘息空間,並感到神的恩助和大能,於是他認真的去教會及尋求認識真道,後來更受洗加入教會!

整個戒賭過程,起起跌跌,家輝和太太都很多掙扎,後來家輝讀到聖經的一句說話[提前6:10]:「貪財是萬惡之根。有人貪戀錢財,就被引誘離了真道,用許多愁苦把自己刺透了正是當頭棒喝!他明白自己的核心問題就是「貪戀錢財」;於是他決心戒賭,並賣掉房子來還債!又申謮破產,直至2017年退休時便把所有債務清還了,可說是無債一身輕。

他由一個病態賭徒而回復成一個無債自由人,他亦決讀一個輔導課程,以便能投桃報李,以過來人身份來幫助一些沉淪賭海的人。願 主幫助家輝並大大使用他,好叫家輝成為神所愛的兒子,也成為主的鹽和光!

來源:鄺家輝《賭瀉金飯碗》星火飛騰 524

星期四, 3月 04, 2021

楊章秀珠見證 (中信月刊 2021年3月號)

章秀珠姊妹生長在一個拜偶像的家庭,婚後夫家也是拜菩薩的,向著那些泥塑木雕的偶像叩拜,不求甚解。但即使她不停尋求菩薩庇佑,家庭卻不因此而和諧。

她和丈夫的感情本是很好,但1995年丈夫楊先生意外跌傷了手,自始不能工作,每天只顧著飲酒。丈夫憎恨她向醫生提及他酗酒,不肯複診,以致身體轉差。為此,他們爭吵不休。楊太因為要工作,又要照顧家庭和獨居的媽媽,也有鄰居的騷擾,實在透不過氣,無暇關懷丈夫,他們只有吵架,彼此惡言相向。由於承受著種種壓力,她不時有自殺的念頭!

幸好女兒是基督徒,她看見媽媽的苦況,為媽媽祈禱,也邀約媽媽去教;這實在是 上帝的帶領,楊太竟然願意向陌生的教友坦誠說出心底話,接待楊太的姊妹耐心聆聽,又帶領楊太祈禱,姊妹指出人們可以向上帝傾訴自己的困難。她告訴楊太 上帝無所不在、無所不知、無所不能;人做不到的,在 祂凡事都能!楊太牢牢地記住這番話,當日回到家就向上帝祈禱,內心感到非常舒服。自此,楊太開始上教會,拆除了家中的偶像。每天向 上帝祈禱,求 祂幫助家庭、幫助丈夫。

夫妻復和
2002年楊生患了肺癌,手術後不能飲酒,人較為清醒。那時他開始認識信仰。這段日子,倆夫婦的關係好轉,楊太陪楊生去複診,做物理治療等,然後去飲茶,好像拍拖一樣。夫妻經過8年的交惡後,上帝透過楊生的病情介入他們的內心,讓他們可以復和約半年後,楊生癌症復發;結果他決定信主及在醫院接受洗禮,這事6天後楊生便安祥離世。

晚年的考驗
楊太姊妹近20年來經歷多次頑疾的折磨,例如2006年,她需要做全膝關節改換手術,2011 年又患上了胃癌。確診胃癌那天,她欲哭無淚;那時,她腦海浮現起詩歌﹝
我知誰掌管明天:「我不知明天將如何,但我知誰牽我手,我也知誰掌管明天。」那時她無力地向上帝說:「我要照顧子女,要去老人院探望年邁母親,還想跟姊妹去探訪。我不知怎樣行,請祢帶我行。」

楊太求 祂給她一位好醫生,結果她遇上了一位很細心的醫生,上帝真的垂聽了她的禱告!她手術後顯示癌細胞已經擴散到淋巴,需要接受電療和化療。但醫生認為她的免疫系統會受影響,不想她做這些治療。最後她選擇了中醫治療。胃癌的存活率只有20%,但她現在(2020)已經過了9年,真的要感謝 主保守!

另外,於2015年她腰椎因側彎而壓著神經線,需要接受腰椎放鬆加融合的手術。後於2017年她的頸部退化,同樣壓著神經線,手腳多處麻痺、痛楚;左邊膝蓋變形,影響走路。不停服食止痛藥,但仍是痛不欲生,甚至想過一躍而下,了此殘生。她向上帝懇求:「主啊,祢明白我的痛有多痛,求祢幫助我!」

主恩保守
有一天,楊太意志低沉時,偶然拿起一本詩集,歌詞正正道出她的境況:「我道路雖悽涼,主臨近慰憂傷,親愛主牽我手,常引領。」那一刻如當頭棒喝,原來 主耶穌沒有放棄或離開她!之後她在2018年進行了頸椎放鬆加融合手術,戴頸箍四個多月;2019年又進行了放鬆雙手神經的手術,同年又接受了一個婦科手術。雖然每次手術都像在死亡邊緣,但每次都順利、平安!

疫境前行
楊太需要人照顧,但2020年印傭離職,因為新冠病毒,新傭工不能抵港。但感恩輪候幾年的資助院舍,剛巧分配了宿位。疫情影響下,院舍謝絕探訪,家人送東西只能由職員代收,不能相見,內心很難受。她也不習慣院舍生活,每天下年5點吃過晚飯後便躺在床上,望著天花,心想著就這樣渡過餘生嗎?

當她回想過去一次一次的手術,生命竟可一次一次的更新;她仍能如常的上教會、探訪,天天感恩,過著優質的生活,人生痛而不苦,體會到生命在上帝的手裡,一切交託祂!她想通以後,決定要留有用之身,為 主作工。她要做運動,好好鍛鍊殘軀,把握機會,向院友傳福音,讓他們在人生最後的階段,能夠得永生福氣;楊太現時的祈求,就是被 主使用,不枉此生!

來源中信月刊 20213月號.第60卷.第3

星期六, 2月 27, 2021

李錦鳳見證

李錦鳳出生於台灣屏東小漁村,外婆家人是開設「神壇」之靈媒,常常為客人問卜,亦自稱為替「神明」辦事來消災解難。所以,李錦鳳從小對於「因果循環、生死輪迴」並不陌生,她後來常思考,在不住的因果循環下,人似乎永遠沒有「新的開始」,因為總是必須背負以前的孽債,並帶來沒完沒了的惡運。正因如此,她想要「修成仙」以跳脫這個不止的循環。

於是她去請教法師「該怎麼成仙?」法師教她除了要皈依,還要供奉三寶、早晚唸經、做善事…等;李錦鳳便開始了她的修行之路, 誰知在一段時間後,她的身邊出現一個「調皮鬼」,有時是黑色一團氣,有時變成大蛇、大蜘蛛、男人、女人…等,雖然鬼沒有害她,但仍讓她感到很害怕;她便找家中的靈媒長輩幫忙,吃了長輩給了三張符咒灰,但未見改善。

為了解決這個問題,李錦鳳轉而求助於佛教,選了一位知名神祇,每天早晚唸法號和梵文咒語。有一天晚上她躺在床上,鬼坐在她肚子上,她無法動彈只好不斷念法號,求這位神祇救她。但她迫切的呼求沒帶來明顯的幫助。不過當時她不願懷疑神明,只認為自己「修」得不夠。

一段時間之後,李錦鳳所拜的偶像開始進入她的身體,可以控制她的四肢和嘴巴,但她自己仍保有清楚的意識,也可以在裡面彼此交通。李錦鳳開始修練「功夫」,擁有所謂「法力、神通」,原來李錦鳳透過靈的附身獲得法力、又為那些「神明」執行任務,她的男朋友那時雖不是基督徒,但卻提醒她:「既然信耶穌用禱告就能成就事情,為什麼妳的神必須要依靠妳的肉體來為他們工作?」這個題醒使她萌生去教會的念頭,但附著她的靈卻因而威脅要取她的性命;面對死亡壟罩,因為李錦鳳一生都在追求「跳脫輪迴」,所以即使可能會失去生命,她也想把握機會認識耶穌。

她問男朋友:「基督教有沒有什麼咒語或手勢,可以對付、反擊別的靈?」但對方極少去教會,所以並不了解,只記得國中時學到「哈利路亞」是讚美主的意思,另外還有一首自己最喜歡的詩歌。就是這樣,她用僅知的「哈利路亞」四字對抗來襲的邪靈,連續三夜在她周圍出現大光,徹底趕跑來襲的黑暗邪靈!這件事讓李錦鳳認識了上帝:「原來上帝真的是光,祂的能力充滿在萬有之間,且將信祂的人分別出來,生命不再受到綑綁,而是新造的人!」

來源
本想修練成為靈媒,想去教會卻遭性命威脅 以僅知的「哈利路亞」勝過黑暗強權
大光教會李錦鳳姐妹 生命見證分享 (視頻)