星期六, 7月 21, 2007

David Berkowitz (大衛─巴高域治)

David Berkowitz was one of the most feared killers in New York City in the 1970's. His crimes caused the death of six people and injurys to seven others. He is currently serving a 365 year sentence at the Sullivan Correctional Facility in Fallsburg, New York. The following is an excerpt of his testimony from his official home page.

His criminal case is well known and was called the Son of Sam shootings. It was in 1988 when he was living in a cold and lonely prison cell, that God got hold of his life. David's story began with a TORMENTED CHILDHOOD. He became violent and disruptive. His parents were once ordered by his school to take him to a child psychologist. Unfortunately, the therapy sessions spreading over 2 years' time had no affect on his behavior. During this period of his life, David was also plagued with bouts of severe depression. When this feeling came over him, he would hide under his bed for hours or lock himself in a closet and sit in total darkness from morning until afternoon. Surprisingly, he had a craving for the darkness and he felt an urge to flee away from people.

Occasionally this same evil force would come upon David in the middle of the night. When this would happen he felt an urge to sneak out of the house and wander the dark streets. he roamed the neighborhood like an alley cat and would creep back into the house by climbing the fire escape. Indeed, thoughts of suicide often came into his mind. At times those urges were so strong that his body actually trembled.

In 1975, he met some guys at a party who were heavily involved in a satanic occult. David had always been fascinated with witchcraft, satanism, and occult things since he was a child. He then began to read the Satanic Bible by the late Anton LaVey who founded the Church of Satan in San Francisco in 1966. He also began to practice various occult rituals and incantations.

Eventually he crossed the invisible line of no return. After years of mental torment, behavioral problems, deep inner struggles and his own rebellious ways, he became the criminal. As a result, 6 people lost their lives. Many others suffered at his hands. In 1978, he was sentenced to about 365 consecutive years!

10 years into his prison sentence, feeling despondent and without hope, Rick (another inmate) came up to him one day as he was walking the prison yard on a cold winter’s night. Rick introduced himself to David and told him that Jesus Christ loved him and wanted to forgive him. Miraculously, they became friends. Rick later gave him a Gideon’s Pocket Testament and asked him to read the Psalms.

One night, David was reading Psalm 34. He came upon the 6th verse, which says, "this poor man cried, and the Lord heard him, and saved him from all his troubles". It was at that moment in 1987 that he began to pour out his heart to God. Everything seemed to hit him at once. He got down on his knees and began to cry out to Jesus Christ. He told Him that he was sick and tired of doing evil. He asked Jesus to forgive him for all his sins. When he got up it felt as if a very heavy but invisible chain that had been around him for so many years was broken. A peace flooded over him.

He was changed ever since. He even worked as the prison Chaplain’s clerk and had a letter writing ministry subsequently. In addition, the Lord has opened ways for him to share with millions via TV programs such as Inside Edition in 1993 and A & E Investigative Reporter in 1997, what Jesus has done in his life as well as to warn others about the dangers of getting involved in the occult.

THERE IS HOPE FOR YOU TOO
One of his favorite passages of Scripture is Romans 10:13. It says, "For whosoever shall call upon the name of the Lord shall be saved." Here it is clear that God has no favoritism. He rejects no one, but welcomes all who will call upon Him.

David Berkowitz

星期二, 7月 17, 2007

生離死有多遠?

「死」到底是甚麼,「死」從何來,「死」往何去。2000年來美國探親,抱著「閒著也是閒著」的心態走進我在國內一直否定的教會,才意外地漸漸從《聖經》中明白了「生」與「死」的真相。原來任何人都不是生與死的主人,這宇宙萬有的創造者——上帝,才是人生冥冥中的主宰。上帝用祂啟示的《聖經》告訴我們:「泥在窰匠的手中怎樣,你們在我的手中也怎樣。」(耶利米書十八6)「你們的生命是甚麼呢?你們原來是一片雲霧,出現少時就不見了。」(雅各書四14)「至於世人,他的年日如草一樣。他發旺如野地的花;經風一吹,便歸無有。」(詩篇一O三15至16)要「承認自己在世上是客旅,是寄居的。」(希伯來書十一13)聖經中這樣的教訓還有很多。

「死」,曾經不是與生俱來,人本可以不死。上帝創造人的始祖亞當和夏娃,住在伊甸園裡,得到應有盡有的供應,在肉身方面有各樣的菜蔬和果子(參創世記一29),在精神方面有配偶作伴和萬物管理權。他們唯一不能吃的是分別善惡樹上的果子,因為「你吃的日子必定死。」(創世記二17)但始祖經不起蛇的煽動和誘惑,偷吃了必死的禁果。於是,人有雙重的死亡:靈性上與上帝隔絕,肉身上必經死亡。我們這些後代,也與上帝隔絕,也有了壽命的限制。最可怕的是,人不是一死百了;人死後,靈魂將墜入上帝為魔鬼所預備的地獄。那裡的蟲是不死的,火是不滅的。

感謝上帝,仍看我們如珍如寶,不忍見我們永死‧‧‧‧

作者:錢志群
(原載中信2007年7月第543期中,要看其他錢志群文章﹝←擊入此超連結﹞:作者在中國長大,大學畢業後在國內當過被調到市長的秘書,後來又到省政府工作,接觸的死亡個案和信息越來越多。後來去了美國,就在一個偶然的機會下,他參加了當地教會的聚會,並從聖經中認識到死亡的真相。)